By JULIAUNNA HAUENSTEIN
Staff writer
I wake up and just lay here
I question everything
I thought I was ready to be on my own
I thought I’d make it
I wake up and fake it
I know I don’t have a job
I don’t make money
I don’t even look forward to days that are sunny
If only my friends knew
If only they knew the struggle
If only they knew i felt I was in trouble
I lay awake all night buried in my sorrow
Questioning if there’s gonna be a tomorrow
At times wanting to feel erased
I just can’t help but feel incredibly misplaced
There’s nothing left
My friends will never know the feeling
The feeling of sadness and regret
I have let myself go to waste
I need to be replaced
I am my own monster.