By ANONYMOUS
Staff Writer
The lines between reality and my overcrowded thoughts are starting to blur.
I just don’t know anymore what’s real and what’s only in my mind.
Did she actually mean that in a bad way or am I overanalyzing?
Is she being nice to me because she wants to be my friend or am I just another lowly cause for her to graciously save?
Have I been manipulated this time or am I just living in the past?
Did they really replace me in the friend group or did they just make a new friend while I was gone?
Is she really going to keep to herself in the vault or is she going to give other people the keys to a vault full of my deepest thoughts like she did last time?
I know that if I ever said it out loud, they would laugh.
And call me crazy.
And overdramatic.
And attention-hungry.
Just like they did last time.
And they wonder why I don’t tell them anything anymore.